fuhh,, I'll find it. wujud ke org mcm tu? klau ade pon,, menyakitkan hati jugak! seriously tak paham dgn hidup ni. nak je aku bunuh diri skrg. tpi pikir blik, pahala x byk mane pon. klau bunuh diri tmbah dosa je. dosa yg bertimbun-timbun ni pon blm tntu boleh tanggung. uhmm, why life was difficult?! da tak tahu nak buat apa..menangis jea, Buat apa nak nangis? maybe boleh kurangkan rase marah, benci, bengang & semua tu dlm hati. tpi buat rugi tahu?! haish, biar lah semue tu saket kan hati sendiri. org yang buat aku saket hati tu yg dosa. bila da okay satu masalah, datang lagi satu masalah. Pasrah jea. Dugaan hidup buat seseorang Hamba Allah. Allah akan menguji seseorang hamba nya setakat kemampuan seseorang itu. So, aku boleh terima semua tu. tak de alasan da lah!
Every times I prayer for the best and the tears keep coming. The world without you is so hard, that I blame myself for still breathing. what should i do? Even now, I live each painful day because of your words. Tell me if this is a bad thing to do, are you living each day painful like I am? Finally is this it? are we going to end like this? Its okay with you? I don't think I can do it. If yes, I can do it. maybe take a long times ;'(
je t'aime, iela :| *not in good mood*
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